haunted by your absence.

eighteen. anorexic. bulimic tendencies. depression. self-harm. obsessive-compulsive. social anxiety. possibly borderline. possibly bipolar.

i am haunted by the absence of people i once held dear. i am haunted by the absence of control. i am haunted by the absence of perfection. i am haunted by the absence of collarbones/ribs/sternum/vertebrae.

dear lovelies, this is your trigger warning. tread carefully in my world.

5'7" hw-112 lw-102 cw-108.5. goalone-108 goaltwo-105 goalthree-101 ultimate-95. oh, how i crave to be 95, if only for a few days.



poems BY TOPIC....

people; cfs. eed. sks. kb.

things; sleep. eatingdisorder. selfinjury. past.

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other things.

this is me.

intake.

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